I got a B for my third and final speech.  I thought I would at least get a B+, thinking that I stated my points, my main idea, and opposing arguments correctly.  A lot of the other speeches that went today felt like they were more informative than persuasive.  Sure I could have practiced enough but the content was there.  My 4.0 is now ruined…. 

I AM SO FUCKING WEAK. I FUCKING COULDN’T KEEP UP WITH THE RIDERS AT THE VELODROME. FUCK….

All that ice cream, Pepperidge Farm cookies, and ramyun really took a toll on my body.  Not to mention I couldn’t bike for a week and a half because of the horrible weather and my wheel being messed up.  

haafu:

i can’t see any way out, of being me.